Rethinking

One week and now I'm wondering about my need to rant and vent the other day. Rant-rant-rant-RANT! I feel better now though. I heard from the Java-Guy..... That helped ease my mood a bit from prickly to nearly suede. LOL I suppose the romantical side of me wants to believe he's feeling remorseful and I feel the urge to give the guy the benefit of the doubt, but I just don't know yet. Friends is good, I think he likes that idea. Again, the overly suspicious side of me feels that it's a way to cover his ass. The other side of me says he's feeling bad because of the position I might have faced should things have gone truly bad. I have two clients that will only go to his coffee shop. I never want to feel I have to take that away from either of them because I can't bring myself to look the man in the eye the next time I see him. One night stand or not, here's to the benefit of the doubt and me cautiously testing out the new waters that have been placed before me. Tread softly? Or thrash madly? No clue yet. We'll see what happens.

~T~

...So if I die today I'll be the happy phantom
And I'll go wearin' my naughties like a jewel...
I'm still an angel to a girl who hates to sin